Nothing. I felt nothing. What a relief. After weeks, months of feeling everything it was so good to be an emotional void. You could tell me a funny story or a really sad anecdote and I would look at you with a curious but relatively blank expression. I didn’t know whether you had told me … More Nothing
I stand up on the pedals Hurtling down the street Feeling invincible. Always racing. Never moving at a leisurely pace. Everything squeezed in to extract all that can be drained from every hour, every minute. Why The need to keep moving. Keep moving. Keep moving. Am I running away from something? Am I blocking … More Sink Hole
Why do I write this blog? It’s because on days like today, I need to write to rally myself. To remind myself that I can do this. I can stand my ground. I can choose myself. I can be brave. I can resist. It’s because on days like today every song played on the radio causes me … More Even if the Stars and Moon collide ….
This weekend, I felt like my Father God said I should take a few days off from my problems. The past week had a few too many curve balls in it, and I needed a rest. At least in my head. I enjoyed my family, the sunshine, riding my bike, live music, good food, and … More Long weekend reflections